Posted 1 month ago
I am a happy person
I smile while i bear my burden
But I'm concerned
I have a feeling and right now it's burning
All across my body, sizzling under my skin
Growing hotter, and now i feel weak again
Is it flame or is it poison weakening me?
or maybe it's guilt in the shadows sneaking on me
Maybe I'm love-struck, numb, stuck and dumb-struck
Maybe i realized that my shirt is simply untucked
I have no idea. Maybe it's my family
I haven't seen them for too long, and they're my sanity
Or can it be that i'm mad at my deity
Cause i don't like the situation that he's given me
Or maybe it's my mom treating me like a hound dog
that can't think for itself, simply running on a round log
over and over, every day it's the same thing
it's like every single thing i think somehow makes my life shrink
or maybe it's these night dreams, or do i call them nightmares
all i know is i wish someone was with me as i lye there
cause i'm scared. normally i'm not cause i have support
but the strongest pillar in my foundation is coming short
or maybe it's jealousy inside that's eating me
feeding me and treating me to the envy that's defeating me
it's the one girl that keeps skimming through my head
and every other girl just makes me want her more instead
maybe it's the little things like how much time i've wasted
these tears that i've tasted are so infused with this hatred
that comes from some side of me that's hiding deep inside of me
whenever someone lies to me it comes out like a wild beast
When i'm deceased maybe i'll know what i should have changed
And why i feel like there's something just out of range
But for now i'll just relieve myself with this song then.
But every now and then it just feels like i've been forgotten.
I just have to say that what you wrote in that thread of mine was Epic.
It's Precisely the thing that I currently have.
For some reason that actually sheered me up
yea korean pride lol
hey bro, i got a pic ready to show you of my work ,its not big just a simple sketch.
yeah, im in college.
Hey, thanks for the add!
lol so did I, then I saw I wasn't friends with kluv I was like
nooo F'n way.
Haha that's awesome! My current monitor/TV is okay, doesn't do 1080p though! I don't have the money to upgrade it yet though, I need to buy a PS3 slim first. Mainly for Uncharted 2, God of War 3 and Heavy Rain.
No problem.
Cool TV you have there, wish I had one like that!
Haha not for long